who am i

if not the person

i became for nearly

a decade

who were you all?

strangers posing as family

or family

clearly posing ..

why would you do this?

take a life away

without first

trying to lend a hand

and to you, the one

responsible

at what moment

did that hatred

disgust and ice

creep into your

sick eyes?

who scripted your lies?

your ferret minion

who you hold in

such high regard?

shame on you all

for your lies and

deceptions

mostly for not

caring enough

to come to me

with your truths..