right now right then right now motherfucker you traded their love for the needle in your arm your thigh traded that love like no other that love in your daughter’s eyes for the needle that meant more to you than them than us than anything else you weakassed pathetic piece of shit you ran away ripped us off lost everything for us then kept lying and kept walkin right back into the tar the spoon the needle the life of poppy dreams lost your art your painting your family and missed their lives their love their lives and who they grew into these incredible humans in spite of your abandonment of them and oh yeah
i’m still pissed off about it
twelve years later
this raw rage emerges
I feel this one in the ribs.